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So a little recap. [15 May 2005|10:26am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Fall Out boy- XO ] Last year about this time of year i was on the verge of suicde. The only person that knew that was the person that caused it. Peter. I used to cut my wrists and to tell you the truth I really don't care who reads this. The scars are there. I went for some help over last spring break. I did it b/c I flet like no1 cared. and that I was alone w/just my bf. Now I feel like its happening again. I am depressed and I cant stand it. and no its not kris's fault its just the way i am i guess. I screw everything up and I sorry to everyone that I hurt. I really and truely am I just want another chance. I don't know what else to do. I don't want to loose my bestfriend over this. I'm sorry. i don't want to go back to last year. when the only thing I knew was a razor. GO AHEAD talk about it. Talk about me. I really don't care what you get out of this livejournal.  it needs to be said and should have been said a while ago. I sorry for the way I have been acting.. between my mom always yelling at me and grounding me, my dad always yelling at me about sports and on top of it my uncle whos like my second dad. I'm just sorry for everything. I really am. You can't just change a person and that I not sorry about. I wont talk about him that much if you want but i mean there is only so much I can do. I am human and we make mistakes. I am sorry. 9 know Love hurts

Thats Cute! [23 Mar 2005|11:45pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Jesse Maccartney- -why is LOVE so hard to find??? ] It's funny how calling me a slut is the only thing that you know that hurts me, and you call me the guy in my last entry b/c he told the girls he wants to be "friends" and thats what I said to you. Are you kidding me! we were friends and you PROMISED nothing would happen between us when now you can call me a slut and think you can get away with it! NOTE::: TO all girls NEVER EVER DATE YOUR GUY FRIENDS IF YOU WANT A FRIENDSHIP WITH THEM LATER ON IN LIFE!!!! 18 know Love hurts

The Teenage Years <33 [17 Mar 2005|06:47pm] [ mood | naughty ] [ music | Jimmy eat world- WoRk ] The Teenage Years:: Smiles, tears, superficial fears, All are part of the teenage years. First dates, first cars, Having crushes on football stars. First jobs, First kisses, One to many hits and misses. The best years of growing up, With great achievments and screwing up. Good girls, bad boys, Finally throwing out old toys. Sneaking out, getting caught, Remembering all the fights we've fought. Boyfriends, girlfriends, hoping they're love never ends. Heart-breaks, making out, Just to hear parents shout. Drugs, pot and beer, All are part of the teenage years. High school college, then it ends, Its time to change once again. But we'll always remember all of the times, When we won we lost and when we cried. We'll always have memories of our fights and fears, And all the good times spent in the teenage years. 11 know Love hurts

Hey this is how I have been doing since you've been gone! [25 Jan 2005|10:13am] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Kelly Clarkson-Since You've Been GoNE ] Since U Been Gone  by Kelly Clarkson Here's the thing  We started out friends  It was cool, but it was all pretend Yeah, yeah, since you been gone You dedicated, you took the time  Wasn't long till I called you mine  Yeah, yeah, since you been gone  And all you'd ever hear me say  Is how I picture me with you That's all you'd ever hear me say   But since you been gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah Thanks to you, now I get what I want Since you been gone    How can I put it, you put me on I even fell for that stupid love song  Yeah, yeah, since you been gone  How come I'd never hear you say I just wanna be with you  Guess you never felt that way    But since you been gone  I can breathe for the first time  I'm so movin' on,  yeah, yeah Thanks to you, now I get what I want (I get what I want) Since you been gone   You had your chance,  you blew it Out of sight,  out of mind Shut your mouth, I just can't take it  Again and again and again and again   Since you been gone (since you been gone) I can breathe for the first time I'm so movin' on,  yeah yeah Thanks to you (thanks to you)  Now I get, I get what I want I can breathe for the first time  I'm so movin' on,  yeah yeah Thanks to you (thanks to you)  Now I get (I get) You should know (you should know) that I get I get what I want Since you been gone  Since you been gone Since you been gone ~ that song by Kelly Clarkson IS for PETER my x. Because hes been talking SH*T about me behind my back...so I would like to put this song on my lj and make it a public entry just so he can read it and shut his mouth because its over between me and you and it has been for ove sixmonths. MOve ON my friend. Because I have!!!! I'm Dissapointed In you....I thought you were suposed to be the all and powerful mature college kid. Thats not very mature in my book. At least thats what you told me. That you're mature! GUEESSS NOT! 3 know Love hurts

The Love Between us Is B R O K E N [18 Apr 2004|07:24pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Sugarcult-MeMoRy ] 76 know Love hurts

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